Same shit, different people. As much as I try to convince myself that people are genuinely good at heart, I can’t. Some people are just so fucked up and they don’t even realize it. With all the second chances you give, they end up repeating the same mistake over again, but worse. When you ask a simple favor from someone and they only do it because they wanted you to feel like you owed them something in return. Starting all this shit since they can’t stand to see you happy sometimes. Telling you that they would take a bullet for you in a heartbeat so you don’t get hurt, but end up hurting us mentally where the pain sticks to us forever. Always talking about how they would always be there for you when they end just up leaving when you need them the most. Constantly lying to you like it’s the thing to do, when the truth was never as bad as it seemed. Convincing everyone that they are not like everyone else so they can walk all over you, just like everyone else.
I honestly try to be nice to people, but certain people just push things way too far. And it gets to the point where I can no longer be friendly. If I’m kind enough to actually show you some respect for the person that you are, then at least be kind enough to do the same back. Don’t think that you can just take advantage of me just because I’m treating you nicer than you deserve to be treated.
Went out to celebrate my couz bday today at Momiji. The food was really tasty esp the sushi and dessert! So you guys should try it :-)
It was the last day of school on Friday. Can you believe it, half of the year has passed! So I've gotten back my report book last Friday and I'm super duper disappointed with my results. Sigh. I think i shall start my reading habit again before the books that are on my shelf begins to collect dust and start mugging this June holidays.
Alright, will be back real soon! <3
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