I look back at all the memories I've accumulated within the short period of time. I've made lots of mistakes that hindered me. It seems like we're in such a big hurry to grow up. I still remember when I was young, I really wanted to be grown. Now we're at that age where we are old enough to make life changing mistakes and heart breaking decisions. Life isn't all fun and games anymore. It isn't about playing on the playground or catching anymore. We used to go to school for fun but now it's all about our future and the stress of not doing good enough. Now life is all about struggling to survive and making a better tomorrow for ourselves. We have become influenced by our generation. This sucks.

March holidays- I still have to go to school for cca, tutorials and I have tons of homeworks. Like hello, march holidays is for us to have a break right? Hopefully I could hang out with my besties this hols.  I've been staying at home for the past few days  weeks TT_____TT  I'm so tired of school. I'm so tired of waking up early in the morning and spending 7 hours in school every single day. Gahh, can't wait to graduate.

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I found this picture. Hehe. I miss you guize so much. <3

I’ve come to the point where I don’t want to be “The Nice Girl” anymore. I’m sick and tired of people taking advantage of me, depending on me just because they know they can get me to do things for them. Telling me to do things just because they know that I can’t say “No”. I’m just done being walked on. Look at where being nice has got me.  I’m sick of people ragging on me, or going overboard with messing with me just because I’m gonna end up letting it go and brushing it off. I’m done feeling like I have to please everyone. From now on I’m gonna be a different person & have that I don't give a fuck attitude. Sigh,I know it’s not gonna be an over-night change cos’ I’m gonna end up feeling bad by the way I treat people....

Okay anyway I'm back from camp and I look so tanned right now despite the ample amount of sunblock I applied. This is so disheartening. The weather was awful. Where were you when I needed you, rain? I want my old skin back. Camp wasn't as fun as I thought it'd be probably because I'm still not comfortable with my new classmates  and the sad part is I didn't bring my phone / camera with me so I don't have any camp pictures to post. *sobs. And I survived 3 days without phone. HAHAH.

Day 1: Went for dragon boat. It was quite fun though compared to the other activities. My eyes turned red after that I don't know why either. Probably because of the heat or because my eyes got sprayed by insect repellent. Needless to say my face was extremely red too. I looked like a fucking tomato. At night, we went for hiking. At first I thought it was such a waste of time and energy till we reached our destination. The view was breathtaking. I got the chance to gaze upon the sparkling stars. That night was the first night I've seen so many stars in Sg. It was worth it.

Day 2: Where on earth did I go.........I think I went for geo caching or something. It was hell. We were supposed to walk for 4 friggin hours under the blazing sun just to find the answers on the worksheet given. =.= whatthefuck. After that we had camp fire at night.

Day 3: Got to do the high elements. It was horrifying and I was forced to do it so I didn't have a choice. Went home after that :-)

Pardon me if I've made many spelling errors. I'm too lazy to check :)