Hey guizeee. I finally got a blog. Expressing how i feel in 140 characters or less on twitter is difficult. So lets see how long this one is gonna last yeah? :-) CT is finally over yaaaaaay. Hopefully I'll do well for all the subjects ( which i dont think i will ). Out of all the feelings in the world, there's one that absolutly terrifies me; Failure. I hate feeling like my best isn't enough. It seems like I tried my best but it seems like my efforts are a wate of time. For once, I want to feel like I'm worthwhile. A lot of people spend their whole lives searching for their pupose. Perhaps that's why a lot of us fear failure, bcus during that journey to understand the meaning of who you are you become afraid that your soul is nothing. None of us want to be worthless, right? But somehow failure teaches us that nothing comes easy in life and that we have to fight for what we want. My classmates are like super duper smart, right now i have this sense of loserness. So, I'm not going to expect so much. I'd be more than happy to get at least a pass. Heheh. OH AND GUESS WHAT. I passed my chinese! HAHAHA 37/50. I know it's nothing to be proud of but really, I thought I'm gonna get like one digit. Okay, I'll stop here for now. <3
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